Nine Of Wands Reversed: Being Paranoid

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Nine Of Wands: A man stands holding onto a wand looking ready for battle. He’s primed and prepped to defend his territory. The bandage around his head suggests he’s experienced heavy fighting. The line of wands at his rear are the skills he’s drawn on to survive.

Reversed, the man is drawing on this energy in a dysfunctional way. He’s on guard. Defensive. Fired up for no reason. Prepared for a fight without any provocation. Paranoid.

I would expect this card to come up on a regular basis for survivors. Those who’ve experienced a great deal of trauma in their lives. It can be hard when you’ve lived through a lot of battles to believe you don’t need to fight anymore.

Anyone like to share their experiences with this card?

Wheel Of Fortune Reversed: Caught In The Media Spin Cycle

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The Wheel Of Fortune represents the passing of time, the cycles of life, the ups and downs we go through. Reversed it can signify a cycle out of whack. On speed. Crazed. This is a card for our times if ever there was one. We’re all caught in the 24/7 media spin cycle. Beit conveyed the old fashioned way via television and print or spewed out of the internet on blogs, Instagram, Twitter, Facebook, whatev. Continue reading

Judgement: Still I Rise!

Still I Rise by Maya Angelou

You may write me down in history
With your bitter, twisted lies,
You may trod me in the very dirt
But still, like dust, I’ll rise.
Does my sassiness upset you?
Why are you beset with gloom
Cause I walk like I’ve got oil wells
Pumping in my living room?
Just like moons and like suns,
With the certainty of tides,
Just like hopes springing high,
Still I’ll rise.
Did you want to see me broken?
Bowed head and lowered eyes?
Shoulders falling down like teardrops,
Weakened by my soulful cries.
Does my haughtiness offend you?
Don’t you take it awful hard
Cause I laugh like I got gold mines
Diggin’ in my own back yard.
You may shoot me with your words,
You may cut me with your eyes,
You may kill me with your hatefulness,
But still, like air, I’ll rise.
Does my sexiness upset you?
Does it come as a surprise
That I dance like I’ve got diamonds
At the meeting of my thighs?
Out of the huts of history’s shame I rise
Up from a past that’s rooted in pain I rise
I’m a black ocean, leaping and wide,
Welling and swelling I bear in the tide.
Leaving behind nights of terror and fear
I rise
Into a daybreak that’s wondrously clear
I rise
Bringing the gifts my ancestors gave,
I am the dream and the hope of the slave.
I rise
I rise
I rise.

Nine Of Cups: A Wish Come True

9 Cups

I got this card recently and was trying to work out how it fitted into my life at a time when I’m unable to go to work and want to and have a very sick relative. But I see some resonance with the idea that the Nine Of Cups can symbolize a wish come true.

Wish #1: My relative has got a lot better in the last month. It’s no longer like living hell, it’s actually kind of nice spending time together as she continues to work on her health.

Wish #2: I’ve been able to work on my unpublished novel which is both unexpected and delightful.

I thought the Nine Of Cups was going to represent me going back to my grade (which I’m looking forward to) but turns out the universe had other plans. You can’t always predict with Tarot how your destiny will manifest exactly – even knowing the cards.

What does the Nine Of Cups mean to you?

The Fool: The First Lesson In Tarot Is Trust

The Fool

The Fool is the first card in the Life Lessons section of Tarot (aka the Major Arcana.) It represents our first actions and feelings. This card asks us to have trust. To trust that when we leap off the precipice we will not be crushed on rocks below but will land on our feet. To trust that everything will work out okay in the future.

It comes up again and again in life.

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